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Profile Zheru simple.addiction-@hotmail.com (L): 3sixty5days, AmazingPhil, The Beatles, Charlieskies, Danisnotonfire, Nigahiga, Owl City, Hugh Grant, Queen, Shane Dawson, Whatthebuck, Wiener Sängerknaben "Everyone says love hurts, but that isn’t true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt." - Charlieskies Tagboard Links Adilah Aiai Ainsley Aishu Alethea Algae Anisa:D Aqilah Ariff Bryan Cassandra Celine Cheryl Clarice Claudds! Dayna! Denise Denise Denise Chen<3 Desiree Diyanah Farhana Fitriah Florence Eugenia Geraldine GraceANG Gurvin Hafizah Hanan Hazel Hazirah! HuiYing Isabelle Ivy Izni Jacob Janene Jalyn Jemima JiaYing Jin Rong Jingyu Jolene Joline Joy Joy Joyce Juliana Krystal Lee Leena Loyang Place Magdalene Meow Michelle Munmun! Nadiah Nat Nedra Nicole Niza Nuril Hannah<3 Pling:D Riny Rou Hui Sabrina! Samuel Sandy Sarah Sarah Yeo Selina Shannon Sheena Shermaine Sherlin:D Shiling ShuenRong Si Xing Syifa! Tammy Tzai Wei(: Vanessa Vicky WanJun WanJun Wei Xian Winnie Woan Chin XinYi Xing Hwee YiYing YiXia Zhi Xuan 6/7'07 2H'09 Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque. Hello :) I support... Amazing Phil Danisnotonfire Michael Buckley/Whatthebuck :) Shane Dawson TV :) Stephen Byrne :) 3sixty5days :) p/s: Okay yes I know they're the same person but I couldn't resist!	Sunday, October 19, 2008 :O I know I haven't been trying my best, I really do. With all that's been happening lately, I guess that I've found out I'm just a lousy person. I really am. I cried so much on friday during school time that I couldn't even cry when I went home. All I had were a few tears and no matter how bad I felt, my eyes were dry. I've realised I've been a real selfish person, I haven't cared about anyone but me. Well, at least I get it now, right ? I know what I've been doing wrong. My conduct, behaviour and attitude are not something I can be proud of anymore. I've made promises to myself, the first being that I will stop swearing, the next that I won't slander or intentionally hurt someone and the last being that I will try to change myself. I'll try, but I don't think I'll be able to. I will do my best, I promise. But I'm really tired, of this whole mess. I'm tired of being what seems to be a very cheerful girl and not caring about anything. I'm tired of pretending to be happy every single day. I can cry and go to school and be very very happy, I'm the type of person who hates to cry in front of friends. I don't want to drag everyone's moods down. I guess that the only reason why I did that on Friday was because I really couldn't stand it anymore. I've been a stupid stupid girl who doesn't deserve anything. And Tzai Wei, no matter what you say, I'm not worth it. I should know myself best and that's what I think. I don't have a single strong point, although you claim everyone has theirs. I'm really, really confused right now and I don't know what to do. I guess I'll try to change, I'll try my best. I'm really really sorry, to my parents, to Gabriel, to everyone. I've let all of you down, my friends, family. what I really wanna do now is thank you for pulling me through this and helping me. I may not be worth it, but you most certainly are. You're the best, and as long as you're happy, I guess I'll try to be happy too.
What do you see when you turn out the light? I can't tell you but I know it's mine